My cousion is currently in the hospital. She was sick yesterday and couldn't think straight....She turned on the car in the garage and the docters think she was in there for two hours. Before she did this she called her mom at 8 am and had a long talk with her(no one told me what it was about) and she texted her ex-boyfriend(and her friend from childhood) at 11 am telling him even though they broke up he would always have a place in her heart for him. And at 12 she called her best friend telling her she was her best friend and she loved her...And....then....she tried to kill herself...Her old boyfriend (he lives with her because hes an orphan) found her at 2:30 and preformed CPR until the ambulence came....She.....The nurses say she has carbon monocide posioning and....the chances for her living are very slim...The only way shes alive right now is because a machine if forcing her to breath...We should hear if she'll make it or not soon...I'm so scared. I'm sorry....this is just a vent journal. I...You dont have to comment...I'm trying to draw something for Ashley...But I cant...I love her so much....Don't die on me Ashie. Please....stay strong for us.